From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 08:28:57

*overhears you as he walks over to nonchalantly block access to the drinking fountain to Susan the compulsive water-drinker*

What's the matter, Níniel? Aren't you feeling well today?

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 08:31:40

*turns over in her bed to look at you*

*sniffles* Isn't Turambar ever going to come visit me, Dr. Ron? He hasn't come back ever at all yet.

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 08:43:16

*wonders if that 'me' was meant to be an 'us'*

Because I told him not to?
You have this tendency to think you're married.
Oh, he's probably overdosed by now anyway.

Turambar's been sick lately, Níniel. More Like you than you know. Do you want to see him very badly?

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 08:48:05

*wasn't*

*nods* I do. I think he's mad at me. I don't want him to be mad at me. Can't you talk to him and ask him to come for a visit? I promise I won't run off again. I just want to see him. I miss him.

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 08:53:07

That's silly. Why should he be mad at you?

*hesitantly* I'll tell him, but...you really must try not to upset yourself. Even if you find yourself thinking about the Bad Things. You must remember they can't hurt you. Will you try very hard?

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 08:55:55

Because I told him we had a baby when we didn't. *earnestly* I didn't mean to!

*pouts* I won't get upset or think about Bad Things, really. Maybe. Possibly. I can't promise anything. Turambar keeps me safe anyway, so there's no reason to worry, silly.

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 09:03:53

*breaks into a smile* OME VACATION HERE I COME. I know. Things have just been very confusing for you. *bouncebouncebouncecalmly* It's understandable.

*Eyebrows™* It's settled then. Assuming he's somewhat saner than you I'll let him know you'd like to see him.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 09:07:56

*smiles* Good! I want Turambar to understand. The water ate our baby. There was nothing I could do except maybe not drown myself in the first place LALALALALALALALA. The water is bad. *brightly* But he'll be okay once I tell him I'm sorry I was confused. *sincerely* I don't want to be confused anymore.

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 09:14:51

The water ate our baby.

Not funny don't laugh not funny don't laugh

He'll be okay? Oh, yes. Of course he will. Or worse. Whatever. He does love you, you know.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 09:19:39

He does love you

*brightens up* Do you really think so? I hope so. I love him so very much. I just want him to be happy and I want him to get well if he's sick like me. Then we can have another baby.

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 09:29:05

*sincerely* I really do. I'll just make some calls, okay? *smiles* Don't get yourself all in a tizzy now.

*is actually an elderly woman in disguise, yes*

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 09:31:15

I'm tizziless!! Thank you, Dr. Ron!! *is so excited!* *starts tiding her cell room* *doesn't want to look like she's let herself go*

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 09:42:20

*shows up some hours later, after receiving Dr. Ron's summons*

*KNEW all the guilting was justified, just knew it*

*waits to be cleared for entry and doesn't object to the questions about illegal substances*

*wishes he had some about now*

	From: elrondmd	Date: 02/20/2007 09:49:49

*satisfies himself that you seem remarkably together considering...considering*

*leads you up to Nienor's floor and lets you in on what to expect from her*

*figures he should be okay as long as you both don't crack simultaneously*

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 09:51:24

*bounces about her cell, fixing her hair*

*wonders if the nurse would bring them some tea* *wants everything to be perfect*

*is sitting nervously at her little table where she normally colors when you arrive*

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 09:57:09

*bReAtHeS*

*tries to ignore all the crazy people. (it's a bit difficult.)*

*wonders again why he thought this was a good idea*

*approaches you uncertainly* Nie- Níniel?

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:01:08

*smiles from ear to ear* Turambar.

...

...

...

I was worried you wouldn't come because Dr. Ron said you weren't well like me but I was really worried you wouldn't come because you were mad because you ran away last time and I felt just awful but you shouldn't feel bad because I felt bad, it was my own fault because, you see, I was confused. I really was confused I think I must of hurt my head because I thought we had a baby and we really didn't and I'm really sorry I made you think that because I didn't know any better and I hope you weren't too upset about it when you found out. I didn't even know we didn't until recently when Dr. Ron talked to me while I was somnetifically hybridizing while I slept and then I didn't even remember that he had talked to me and then I dreamt about it and.....

*sees the look on your face* Are you okay?

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:03:43

 

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:06:14

Don't look at me like that I really am sorry.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:09:37

*snaps out of it* No, no, don't be. Please. I'm sorry. Don't be sorry. *sits down next to you* I'm not angry. I'm so sorry you've been here all alone.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:15:17

*gives you a little smile* It's okay. I know. You had issues. That's what nurse Annabeth said, at least. I have issues too. *seriously* I think I hit my head when the water ate the baby.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:21:11

*laughs* Nurse Annabeth is a smart lady.

when the water ate the baby

oh God no fuck can't hell Eru no

*lays his hand over yours* *smiles shakily* It's not your fault. Everything will be okay, I promise. I'm here now.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:23:41

*lays her head on your shoulder*

That's what I told Dr. Ron. I said you'd take care of me when you were better because you always took care of me. That's what you do. *smiles up at you*

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:31:17

*has no idea how to live up to the complete blind faith behind that smile*

I'd take you away from here if I could. You know that, right? But you have to get all better first.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:35:25

I want to get better. I'll work hard to get better. I like it here but I'd rather be with you.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:42:07

*sadly* I know. But don't worry about a thing. Just think good thoughts and listen to the doctors and when you're free I'll have made all the roads safe for you again. *touches your cheek gently* That's what I do.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:48:51

*smiles* That's what you do. You keep me safe. From the dr--- *feels her smile fade away* *does what Dr. Ron says and tries not to think about it* *thinks about dasies instead* *firmly* You keep me safe.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 10:54:06

*encouragingly* That's right. And in the meantime I'll come see you as often as I can stand you like. And you can call me at my apartment and tell me everything new and exciting that happens while I'm gone. Deal?

so terribly young

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 10:56:31

*grins* Deal!! And you can tell me all about all the fun stuff you do fighting crime and other things. *hugs you tightly* I'm so glad you came today.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 11:04:18

*hugs you back and laughs softly* I'm glad I came, too. *simply* I've missed you, Nienor.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 11:10:22

Nienor

*just stares at you blankly*

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 11:16:01

Gah.

*bravely brightly* Níniel.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 11:17:12

*beams* I missed you too, Turambar.

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 11:27:11

Whew.

So I'll see you again soon, okay? *playfully* Don't forget about me, now.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 11:34:13

*giggles* Oh, I wouldn't do that. Not ever! But you can't forget about me or forget to come back, okay?

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 11:40:02

*smiles like a real boy* I could never, kid. I love you.

	From: wailingwoman	Date: 02/20/2007 11:42:43

*hugs you before you leave!*

*dances!* *just wanted to use this icon!*

*but is totally happy enough to dance!*

	From: gorthol	Date: 02/20/2007 12:13:15

*leaves the hospital thinking he actually feels about as good and optimistic as he has since he first (re)discovered this one-horse town*

*clearly knows nothing about jinxes*