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03/11/2007 14:32:00
[info]luthiekins
*is so incredibly very, very happy*

*and a bit worried*

*not to mention guilty*

*decides to take things one step at a time*

*calls Gil-galad and arranges to meet him at a little café she knows of in between Hithlum and Delving*

*is driven over, trying not to smile like a giddy little girl the entire ride*

Current Mood: loved
Tags: gil-galad, luthien

 
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From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 14:56:15  

*is at the café on time* *locked his car and didn't leave the keys anywhere near it, just in case his uncle is on his car-thief kick again*
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 14:57:59  

*loses her happy smile as soon as she spots you*

*feels her stomach churning*

*sits down across from you and gives you a slightly less genuine smile*

Hey you.
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 15:03:27  

Wow, you look so well. *smiles brightly*

*stands up to kiss your cheek before sitting back down again*
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 15:04:45  

*nods* I'm feeling much better.

*looks over at you* I haven't talked to you in a while, I guess. How are you?
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 15:21:30  

Not too bad. At least my uncle hasn't stolen my car recently which is a definite turn-up for the books.
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 15:24:20  

*starts laughing* Your uncle stole your car? *covers her mouth with her hand* Sorry, probably not that funny for you. *snickers*
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 16:04:19  

My uncle is a juvenile delinquent in disguise. *lopsided smile* He was off in Delving wooing his cousin. It seems to be a family thing.

*thoughtfully* The cousin-wooing. Not the car-stealing.
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 16:05:55  

*raises an eyebrow* Cousin-wooing? That's... an interesting family past-time, I guess.

Do you have any cousins worth wooing? *grins*
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 18:17:02  

*laughs* I have two cousins and I've not met either of them. One is called Maeglin. He's my aunt's son and legend has it that he's all about cousin-fuc-- wooing. My other cousin, Idril? Is on the receiving end of that interesting little obsession. Or so it's said.
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 18:40:17  

Sounds... dysfunctional? *laughs*

*stirs the straw around in her glass*

*frowns* So I guess we sort of need to talk?
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/11/2007 18:49:06  

I think 'dysfunctional' is a kind way of putting it.

*sips his coffee* We -- do?
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/11/2007 18:51:22  

*looks off at a point in the distance over your shoulder*

*frowns and furrows her brow*

*didn't think it would be quite this hard*

I can't see you anymore.
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 13:58:32  

I-- Pardon me?

*frowns* Is it-- is it because of the--the baby?
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 14:02:13  

*shakes her head quickly*

No! No, no it's not that at all. I really don't care about that. It doesn't bother me.

*looks down* I... it's just.... *takes a breath* I don't know how to say this exactly...
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 14:08:16  

*just closes his hands around his coffee and looks at you, a little blankly, waiting for you to continue*
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 14:12:34  

*bites her lips and stares hard at her drink*

*really doesn't want to hurt you, but...*

I'm in love with someone else.
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 14:22:37  

*--*

Oh.
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 14:25:41  

*feels about three feet tall*

*begins to speak quickly* I'm really sorry I never meant for it to happen and I tried to ignore it for a really long time and it has nothing to do with you, really, you're a great guy and I've had a lot of fun with you but I don't love you and it was good times and we can still be friends.
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 14:34:43  

*nods slowly*

Can I ask -- who?
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 14:38:25  

*twists her napkin around in her lap*

*looks anywhere but at you*

His name is Beren?
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 15:29:24  

*well, that changes things*

Ah. Ah. I understand.
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 15:30:57  

*frowns* I really am sorry. I never wanted to hurt you.
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 18:01:30  

Hey, it's not your fault. Perhaps if I hadn't been such an arse or, you know, if there hadn't been books written about you and Beren, I might have stood a chance.

*tries not to look too crushed* *doesn't entirely succeed*
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 18:05:34  

*brokenly* You weren't an ass. Not ever. It's not about you at all, which is the problem.

if there hadn't been books written about you and Beren

*looks away in silence* I guess... *doesn't really know what to do* I mean... If you wanted to...

I should go?
From: [info]finellach Date: 03/16/2007 18:09:26  

*nods heavily* Would you like a ride or do you-- Oh, you have your driver. OK.

*in a rare lack of chivalry, doesn't stand up*
From: [info]luthiekins Date: 03/16/2007 18:13:28  

*wonders if she should hug you or shake your hand or just touch your hand or what*

*settles for* Bye.

*heads for the car*

*is NOT crying at all* *really* *really?*
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