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*goes to her room after the party, removes all her finery, and lays down*

*honest to Eru cries*

*never imagined that one family of three men could be the source of so much worry, anger, frustration, and doubt*

*thinks the one-hundredth drink isn't going to be enough*

...*considers ordering some Valium*

Current Mood: depressed
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From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 20:32:11  

*paces in the hall outside your room for a good while, his anger still fresh and his thoughts still hazy from drink*

*knocks loudly on your door* Melian. Open the door, Melian.

*softly* Are you all right?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 20:37:55  

*listens to you walking outside as she dries her eyes*

*finally gets up and comes to the door*

*opens it just a crack*

I'm not really in the mood right now. You can yell tomorrow.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 20:41:54  

*peers in at you* I'm not going to yell. I can feel see how upset you are. I just want to know what the hell happened in my house tonight, because it all sort of blew my mind, to tell you the truth.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 20:45:30  

*opens the door enough to let you in and then closes it*

*sits down delicately*

I don't know what happened.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 20:52:49  

*leans against the door*

I know why. Olwë's an asshole. Has he been treating you like this the entire time?

*is going to leave it so defined because imagining you wanting Olwë would drive him completely mad*
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 20:55:24  

*nods slowly* Yes, he has. He's... well, he's come here a few times and we've spoken once or twice outside. He's always been this way. *shrugs* Annoying but harmless, so I never bothered about it. I swear this is the first time he's ever done anything like that.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 21:11:03  

*wearily* Banish him, then. For good. I have influence but you have power. You could deny him everything.

I could have killed him. Did you see the look on Elmo's face?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 21:15:40  

*half-heartedly* He's still your brother. Harmless.

Oh, Eru, Elmo. He looked so... *shakes her head* That was the last thing he needed right now.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 21:19:38  

*laughs sharply* He hasn't been my brother for a long time, Melly. Maybe ever. You think his treatment of you tonight harmless?

*presses his lips into a thin line* I wish he would stay in Menegroth. A man needs a home.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 21:24:19  

You think his treatment of you tonight harmless?

No. No, not really. But... *quietly* I pity him. He's horrid, yes, but it's more sad than anything.

*sighs* Elmo wants his freedom. He was never entirely happy here before. He is now. I worry, though... *looks as if she's about to say something very important, but looks away instead*
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 21:33:16  

*braces one foot against the door* I cannot bring myself to pity a man who treats the kindest person in the world like a waste of an existence. Hell, he treats his only daughter like she doesn't exist. Which reminds me: I must speak to Lúthien. I find it quite disappointing that she couldn't find it within her to stay one sorry hour tonight.

He is now.

I still wonder sometimes.

I worry, though...

*keenly* What? What worries you?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 21:38:03  

*weakly* It's in my nature to pity. Which probably explains a lot. I can't help it. I see the good in him. What little good there is.

What worries you?

*looks up at you in silence a moment before turning her head and wiping her eyes* He's not well.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 21:45:00  

*even a little amusedly* What good is there? Do enlighten me.

He's not well.

*feels a slightly enormous stab of panic* 'Not well'? Whatever do you mean?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 21:51:07  

It's hard to explain. You look at him and see greed and cruelty and selfishness. But there's more. I think. He's terrified of being ignored, you know. That's why he acts the way he does.

*shakes her head* I can't say exactly. But... something bad. I'm afraid for him. He needs to relax. He needs to stop worrying. *gives you a look* You should stop worrying as well. I do it for the both of us.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 21:57:11  

*harshly* Then it's an effective strategy, I suppose, if not a particularly sympathetic one. That Eärwen is starving for attention. I'd think someone with the same fear might choose to nurture her instead.

You should stop worrying as well.

*quietly* You tell me my baby brother is dying?? ill and then you tell me not to worry?? Manwë H. Súlimo. Is there not some way we can convince him to stay here?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/28/2007 22:02:57  

*looks at you* I don't disagree. I don't like his behavior any more than you do. I just pity him. There's nothing I can do about that.

Is there not some way we can convince him to stay here?

I've been trying for months now to get him to stay or to slow down or to allow someone else to help him. *smiles sadly* He's stubborn. I can't imagine where he picked that up. He doesn't listen to me and *chokes a little* I can't tell him why I worry. There are things I'm not allowed to do. I shouldn't have even told you.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/28/2007 22:19:11  

*can't be adequately annoyed by your endless patience while he's so in awe of it*

*walks over and sits down next to you* *wraps his arms around you and squeezes gently* What if we fooled him into listening? We could set up something here for Celeborn. Something irresistible. You know he'd never go anywhere without that boy.

I shouldn't have even told you.

*rests his chin on your shoulder* *softly kisses your smooth skin just below the curve of your jawline* Tell me anything. The rules don't apply to us, remember?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 09:36:45  

*leans against you and smiles* That sounds utterly devious, using his own grandson against him. I think it would work. We have just to determine what would be irresistable to a small boy. That shouldn't be too difficult.

*sighs softly and tangles a hand in the hair at the back of your neck*

Tell me anything

*wishes she could more than anything*
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 09:45:34  

*obviously pleased* I do believe that's the first time you've ever called me 'devious' and meant it well. I have no idea what would be attractive to a little boy and simultaneously elicit Elmo's approval. We should also consider some educational opportunity or apprenticeship, perhaps. It wouldn't likely be exciting for Celeborn, but to Elmo...

*quietly enjoying your closeness* It's been a long day.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 09:57:06  

*gives you a look* I always mean well.

educational opportunity

*laughs* He's four, Elwë. We could offer Lúthien to teach him the alphabet, but I don't know how much more we could do there. Unless he was interested in music...? Having a friend here might be most attractive for Celeborn. He must be lonely for young people travelling so often.

*smiles softly* It has. I think it went well, though, more or less. We certainly attracted some attention, at least.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 10:30:36  

*lifts his chin* Remember the old days, when children began learning useful skills as soon as they could walk and talk? Today it's all television and YBoxes and nonsense.

But yes, the boy would certainly make more friends living here. It'll be very good for him.

*thinking* The paper said something about a fight, but there weren't any details. Thanks to my constant tyranny vigilance toward those damned photographers. Did you hear anything?
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 10:33:47  

*ducks her head and laughs softly* Yes, and in your day children had to walk to school uphill both ways in the snow without shoes. We should put him to work in the fields.

Fight? I didn't hear anything. Unless they were referring to Olwë? Everything seemed fine when I left.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 10:44:51  

*grins* Don't tease. You know what I'm saying.

No, no...it distinctly said "lover's quarrel". So unless I've developed some extreme kinks and poor taste, they weren't talking about Olwë.

*kisses you and straightens your hair with a gentle touch* Thank you for indulging me tonight, darling. You know how I like to control the universe have my fun.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 10:49:11  

Lover's quarrel? No, then, I don't know. They didn't give any names? I hope it was wasn't anything to do with Túrin.

*smiles softly and rests her forehead against yours* I was glad to. You looked happy tonight. I like seeing you that way.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 10:56:03  

*shrugs* I can't really remember. Those stupid columns are always written in some inane code. *in a squeaky voice* "What flamboyant filmstud flung his fling for a fan's fancy?" It's worse than Valarin.

*has the grace to look embarrassed* I certainly was a bit 'happy'. But it seemed most everyone had a good time. I'm glad.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 11:01:11  

*laughs* I wouldn't worry about it then. If it's important, I'm sure someone on your security detail will have noticed. Someone who doesn't speak in code.

*kisses your temple* Everyone needs to relax sometime. No one but me and Olwë and Daeron and Elmo noticed. It was a lovely evening.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 11:07:07  

*listening* Then you weren't bored? Until my fucking brother fucking fucked the fucking fuck fuckity fuck!! You play the scary watchful type gracious hostess so well, I can't always tell.
From: [info]queenmelly Date: 03/29/2007 11:11:47  

*shakes her head* Not bored. I promise. I had a lot to drink a good time.
From: [info]sindacollo Date: 03/29/2007 11:19:34  

*smiles at you, satisfied* Then we'll do it again sometime.
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