*hurries from table to table as quickly as she can manage without tripping over her own feet and very likely breaking her neck*
*cuts corners whenever you're lurking elsewhere, just so she doesn't fall behind*
*tugs at the collar of her itchy uniform* *muttering* ...rather be fucking all day. *hurries to cover when table four looks at her strangely* You'll be having the duck today?
*is so encouraged by the volume of guests this late in the day!*
*has Ellen assist at the desk while she walks through the restaurant*
*shakes hands with a couple who arrived yesterday and are still waiting for their drink order* *smoothly* But of course, my apologies. It'll be here promptly.
*eyes widen as she catches the full extent of this event*
*canNOT abide the chaos of young children* >.<
*can neither have her service area cluttered with accidents*
*glares looks for the child in question* Are your parents dining, dear? And do they have you on a leash?
*helps you to your feet with a firm arm* On we go, dear. *briskly beckons the next server over* Martin, fetch a replacement order. Finduilas will get cleaned up.
*returns to mop up the mess, mumbling profuse apologies and wondering whether she could possibly get away with soundly kicking the kid with one of her sensible shoes (weep!)*
*heads into the kitchens once more to grit her teeth and force herself not to quit on the spot*
*smooths it over with your table, with some light conversation about the garden show this weekend and will they be attending and the weather is forecasted to be splendid*
*assists Martin with the entrees for his table of six*
*purses her lips slightly less as the pace reaches a lull*
*tries to recover some of that charm he figures he must have not because he's Fëanorian, don't even say it* I just need to make a quick call to my boss, I'll be out of your way in two seconds, I'd really appreciate it.
*intently scrutinizes the stain* Berry is a challenge. :\ *apropos of nothing* If the stain remover doesn't take care of it, there's an excellent cleaner on L and 10th.
*face clears* Thank you dear. Have a good night. Ellen will have next week's schedule posted on Thursday.
*gets bumped out of the way by a bellhop coming in with luggage*
*makes a quick path outside to delay the uncomfortableness by 30 more seconds not be directly in the path of traffic* What are you doing here? ... Oh, right, honeymoon or something. :\
*mimics sarcastically* "I'm not an orphan anymore. How nice for me."
*winces perceptibly*
how's that working out?
*looking incredibly tired* I don't know. It's okay, I guess. It's hard. *impatiently* Look, 'Brimbor. I haven't even seen him in...I mean, he came by. And I made him leave. *looks you straight in the eye* I don't want anything to do with him.
Honestly? I was very, very drunk. *figures it's gone way beyond endangering your opinion of her, anyway*
*lays a hand on your arm lightly* And...while I'm sure this makes no sense to you? I love him. In some warped way, I do. Or did, or...whatever. But that doesn't mean I can stand the sight of him. Or that I've forgiven him.
*blurts out* Look, I don't want to know him, alright? As far as I'm concerned my life got better the day I left. I have my own life and none of that family's in it. :|
*looks around the parking lot uncomfortably* That's just the way it is.
*doesn't know why you'd choose the phrase "that family" but assumes you're including her in it*
I have my own life
Yeah. I'm happy for you. *could not appear much less happy if she tried* Too bad for us fuck-ups, huh? *angrily* Curvo's the lucky one. He doesn't want to set anything right.
*pushes past you without looking at you* If you'll excuse me, I'm tired and I've got a double shift tomorrow.
*has no idea how to answer this apparent criticism* *helplessly* I sent Curufin packing and I got this stupid job and--. I'm sorry if it's not good enough. I can't change overnight.
*is simultaneously relieved and even more confused* *and heartbroken? yeah.* *just nods*
*continues to her car and gets in the driver's seat* *leans her head on the wheel and wonders what she ever thought she'd accomplish here* *doesn't move again until all the tears have stopped flowing*